Melodrama pointing towards a past full of future.
Writing: The simple act of transferring free information from a convoluted space of immeasurable length, onto a contract of tearable paper.
The drive, that sends human beings into a mode of undistracted pure concentration, is envied in proportion numbers.
What starts a soul into the depths of writing, and how can it be controlled?
Albeit, music, style, skill, the very breaths we take can be altered into this movement of fuel pumping adrenaline, and mind throbbing focus.
The force that I speak of, lay in the realms of undisclosed information, of internal thoughts, emotions and feelings, grasping at every chance to get out.
And yet, there are those who seem to never let it loose.
The individuals out there, who have all the potential to unleash the most unmasked forces on the world, are the ones who never relieve their thoughts to the outside.
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... half a year later.
The car I finally bought on my lovely $3,500 budget, was a black Honda Civic, with 17" ADR rims, carbon fiber headlights, a cool air intake, among other little things I oogled over.
But meh, I have spent nearly $2,000 on fixing the car, and audio equipment since I've gotten it.
I was employed at Sonic for this entire time, having quit Monday.
I suppose I was tired of horrible management, in reality. Among my other niches and issues with the job. A lot has certainly happened, emotionally speaking, and otherwise. I'll spare the long and winded version of everything, and merely hint that it has been incredibly overwhelming. Seems lately I haven't been able to grasp reality as properly as I normally can.
Things take their tolls for the worst when it comes to me in most cases. Nothing I'm not used to, I just wish it would let up sometimes.
Either way, I have problems, and I deal, just like anyone else, even if my methods are somewhat unorthodox.
Most of the time, I'm just looking for an escape, whatever that may be. And lately, it hasn't been the most prestigious things.
Isn't there someone out there who could possibly throw in some info that I haven't heard before? Something I'd care about? Highly unlikely.
Total depress trip, I know, but it is what it is.
I'm sure I'll write some more posts pretty soon, I have plenty of free time now, at least for the next few days.
Time to smoke a cigarette.
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